Archive for March, 2009

Dilemma Solved by Imminent Crisis

Wednesday, March 25th, 2009

In my usual fashion, I take risks and put myself into situations where I have to rely on my own mettle (and the luck of the Gods) to help me out of it.

Case in point, jumping feet first into my new career and loving the hell out of it, making me 100% motivated and keen to produce quality output.

Last night I took a huge poker gamble and came out the other side $400 richer, then $450 richer, then $500 richer, then tonight $650 richer… Who knows when that’ll stop but I’m digging it and am glad I threw myself a ridiculous challenge.

And off the back of my dilemma post, I contacted agencies querying their willingness to view unsolicited material - even those who outright said: “we don’t seek to put on any new clients in the next 6-12 months”.

Well, one of them got back…

I better get to work!

Dilemma, feat. Nelly

Wednesday, March 18th, 2009

Should you continue to pursue something as a hobby and on the very outside of your intentions, as a potential dream-job, if you know that getting there is extremely, extremely unlikely?

This question becomes especially potent when you combine it with the fact that finding time to allow for your natural drive to come through is difficult and your enthusiasm is somewhat dampened by the realities of what you are trying to achieve.

To contextualise this, I’m talking here about being a writer and that on a daily basis my brain is filled with imagery from fiction I’ve devised and I have a strong desire to get it out of my head and to share it with the world. I’ve long ago given up the ghost of being a writer of novels or stories, I don’t read enough any more to do that and to be honest, I think I was only acting out on my desire to put words to the images in my mind. Images that are inspired by moving pictures and cinema.

I am very passionate about film and what I love most about cinema are the enduring images, the scenes that stick in your mind, and the awe and spectacle that can be achieved by implication rather than outright manipulation and CG creation (though those things can be pretty fucking cool too when done right). I’ve been tinkering with screenplays and script format for about a year now and have a couple of hobby-horse scripts at various stages of development, I had the time to work on these during a considerable downswing at work where I had a lot of capacity to sneak in hobbies.

Outside of work, other desires and laziness factors creep into eating up my time - plus I’m so busy at work in my new role, and happy doing it too, to sacrifice the work quality to squeeze in hobby time. The reality that my ideas are ultimately Big Budget movies, not small independent cinema that I could perhaps struggle with on the fly and assemble projects with arty friends, and that cracking Hollywood isn’t exactly the easiest challenge.

So, do I give up on pipe-dreams and allow my natural procrastination to stop me from “wasting” my time writing scripts if they are ultimately too big for me to have a probability of converting?

Should I stop worrying, be happy, do what I can when I can and just hope that some day other people appreciate my natural genius?

le sigh

I am very conflicted.

Über Üpdate (not really)

Monday, March 2nd, 2009

It’s been a little while so I thought I’d throw up an update to get you up to speed on what’s been happening in my world, much of which would be known to you if you keep up with my facebook status updates.

Work

I’d been gunning for a promotion internally which has paid off, I’ve been quietly worded up that I have the role now I just have to formalise things and nut out a contract and so on. This is a very good opportunity for me and a real chance to hit my earning target for the year, as well as actually provide me with a worthwhile and enjoyable daily work life - something I was missing in my previous drier analytical role.

Life

With work being pretty full-on, I’ve not had much time (read: any) for hobbies beyond watching the occasional movie or

Highlights of recent weeks have been:

- Been asked to be Best Man for Hugh and Jess’s wedding and starting to organise Stag duties

- Went out to Boonah rodeo and chuckled at country boys getting smashed by bulls and horses

- Eating out a fair bit and making some fantastic food (see below)

Other than that, not a lot going on really. I’m contemplating returning to the UK for a brief trip under less than great circumstances (unwell grandparent) and other than that, anticipate a year of hard graft trying to assert myself in this new product management role as well as getting on top of all the chores and shit that pile up and otherwise preoccupy your life.

So in summation: busy, but good!

Hopefully some day I can get around to actually reading my friend’s script and working on own.

To wrap things up, here’s a recipe I made this weekend (entirely from scratch after I wanted to replicate something I had at a restaurant months ago) for Pan-seared crispy-skinned salmon with slow-roasted tomato and lemon risotto, finished with a dollop of chive mascarpone.

INGREDIENTS:
Fish:
- 2 skin-on salmon fillets
- Butter and olive oil to cook
Slow-roasted tomatoes:
- 6 vine-ripened (or better) tomatoes
- 4 garlic cloves
- Dried rosemary, thyme, marjoram
- Olive Oil
Risotto
- Arborio rice
- White onion
- 1 clove of garlic
- Butter to cook
- White wine (0.5L) (crisp, dry – Riesling preferably)
- Vegetable Stock (1L)
- 2 lemons
Topping:
- Italian-style Mascarpone
- Chives

METHOD:
4 hours before dinner-time, prep and cook your tomatoes.
Half the tomatoes, surround them with halved garlic cloves, drizzle in oil and sprinkle with dried herbs then put under the grill on a low heat (125).

Prep for dinner: chop up your onion, garlic, chives, rind the lemons and juice them.
Allow the salmon to come to room temperature, season 10 minutes before cooking on both sides.

Fry the onion and garlic til opaque in butter.
Add the rice. Coat in the butter.
Add wine and reduce for a minute or so on a high heat.
Before reduced entirely, add stock and half the lemon juice.
Simmer.

While simmering the risotto remove the skins from your super wrinkly and super intensely flavoured tomatoes (eat the skins! so good!) – your entire kitchen and house should smell of it. There should be a rich tomato gloop left from each tomato, spoon these into a bowl for later.

Heat a skillet with a mixture of oil and butter, don’t let the butter burn, then get your salmon fillet in flesh-side down and don’t touch it until the cooked pink colour reaches halfway then flip it and cook it skin side down.

While your salmon is cooking, you might need to top up the risotto with some more wine if it hasn’t cooked through yet. If it has cooked through then add the lemon rind and remaining lemon juice as well as the rich slow-roasted tomato gloop, and stir through vigorously.

Once your salmon is cooked, take it off the heat and serve on a bed of risotto. Finish off with a dollop of the mascarpone mixed through with chives (just do it in a bowl) and enjoy with wine.